Thursday, March 27, 2008

Paul sings his last note.

(Jessie) Grief affects everyone differently. For me I felt more of a void and sadness for Paul than I did for my own brother. Maybe because Craig is still out there- but we all are 'dead'. Aren't we? When I herd the news of Paul's fate it hit me like a missile.


harrygoblin said...

I too felt a shock of mortality. I felt rather foolish speaking of "shrugging off bullets". I guess it's true - you never see the one that gets you. To Paul.

Russ said...

(SAM) Ever since it happened I can’t help but wonder could I have done more? I could have taken us 100 feet out, hell even out of the zoo all together.I should have spent more time working with him, some basic defense techniques could have made all the difference in the world. In the past the only way to help kill my pain of a fallen friend is vengeance. To choke the last breathe from a murders body is a form of closure that most people can’t relate to. Even that option.... is unavailable to me now.